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March 1, 2010

on March 1, 2010

Another in what seems like a series of TMI entries… 

So, today was another sad day.  A follow-up to the umteenth ultrasound to check for retained tissue.  Two  weeks ago, they thought it was just endometrium.  No such luck it seems.  Last week, the follow-up showed that it was retained placental tissue with blood flow.  A bit more serious.  So, another round of Methergine to see if we can contract it out.  Doctor said that today would be a good follow-up to see if it worked.  Well, it seems that it didn’t.  There seems to be more tissue and now a corpus luteal cyst that wasn’t there last week.

I love that the Doctor who I met with after the scan is my “Bad News Doctor.”  He’s the one who gave me all my bad news when I was pregnant with Teagan.  He really is a nice guy though, very sweet demenor.

So, one last scan on Wednesday and if that still shows stuff, then off to the Women’s Center to have it aspirated out.  (It won’t be a D&C, it will be an aspiration, thankfully).  One full day off of work and then taking it easy afterwards.  Someone to drive me home and take care of me. (I’m not concerned about this last bit :) )

25 days ago, I wanted to avoid a medical procedure.  Today, I wish I had done it just to have this all over with. 

I’m tired of this whole process.  I want it to be over.  I want to not be broken any more. 



PS.  While waiting for the doctor after the scan, I started bleeding quite heavily.  Told the doc, and he said “good” and that we’ll see what the scan shows Wednesday.

4 responses to “March 1, 2010

  1. Tom Poalinelli says:

    I’m sorry Lisa. You’re in my prayers. But you aren’t broken. (I know you know that.)

    Also, this is your blog. Share what you want. TMI is my issue not yours and I was really just trying to be funny. That’s 0 for 1 if your keeping track.

    • lisasff says:

      Thank you.

      Sometimes I forget it’s a blog, and I use it as a sounding board. Sometimes, I do like that people read, comment, share.

      I put the TMI warning up for people, like you, who might not want to read about “girl problems.”

  2. n says:

    Soon it will be all over. But int he meantime Im sure its just stress and drama and a big old headache. And girl problems are never fun, they seem to always be inconvenient painful AND messy.
    Hopin for some better days and a pleasant spring ahead of u.

    • lisasff says:

      Yes, soon it will be over. I am so ready for it to be over as well. Why do girl problems need to be messy? Boys are messy but their problems aren’t.

      I’m hoping for a lovely spring… Starting April 1st :D

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