July 17, 2009

zzzzzzz…

Teagan sleeps like this all the time in her car seat.  I’m amazed that she doesn’t get a crick in her neck!  I can see her while I drive through a mirror on the back of the passenger seat.  I freak out a bit that she might somehow stop breathing – the angle of her head will block her windpipe or something.  It can’t be that crazy… I can’t be the only parent that freaks out about thinks like this…  It can’t be that far out of the realm of possibility…

We got back from our second long car trips – a stay for a few days with the grandparents as Stu was away on a business trip to Toronto.  So, yet another chance to freak out.

It was a lovely visit – surprisingly.  No arguments or short tempers with the parents.  Mom finally changed a diaper as well!  She was a wonderful person and offered to take care of Teagan over night, on both Monday and Tuesday night.  Heaven!  Although she sleeps very well – almost all night – getting up to feed her is draining.  It was so nice to sleep 8 hours or so with out needing to get up.  Granted, I needed to pump badly by the time I did wake up, (over 300ml too!) but still, the sleep was wonderful!  I totally owe my mom, and probably dad, for the short child-rearing vacation.

Teagan and I returned on Wednesday, had a lonely night.  She was a bit off her game – got up every 1.5-2 hours or so.  Even with the lack of sleep I got a lot accomplished on Thursday.  Kept busy, so I didn’t notice how empty the house was.  Stu and Bella were conspicuously absent.  I ended up falling asleep on the sofa waiting for Stu to get back.  I slept much better once he got in.